2017.0202—What Deep Rubber Fetish Means to Me
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(c) 26.0607-1202.30 by AtaraxiA under Creative Commons CC BY-SA license
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**SUMMARY:** *Thalia writes from the Hahnestery at dawn, grappling with Marla’s question about Deep Rubber Fetish. She describes it as a lifelong, archetypal urge for total latex enclosure—the 100%/100% rule—and reflects on its meditative, comforting, and sometimes compulsive nature. She tours her sanctuary, detailing her collection of suits, masks, and gloves, and admits to dividing her life into “real” and “rubber” worlds, though she feels at peace with her weirdness.*
Over meatloaf and wine, James and Lorraine ask Thalia about her rubber fetish. She explains its origins, the meditative quality of enclosure, and the ritualistic discipline it requires. The conversation reveals their acceptance, and Thalia leaves the dinner feeling lighter, as if a weight of secrecy has lifted. The Hahns’ kindness and curiosity make her feel safe and understood.*
Thalia describes the step-by-step process of suiting up in latex, from powdering the suit to sealing herself in a hood, gloves, and socks. She explains the sensations of “dissolving” into the rubber, the meditative state it induces, and the eventual need to emerge. She reflects on how her practice has evolved from shame to routine, finding peace in the discipline and comfort of her fetish.*